Ramadan is over and today is Eid. All muslims are supposed to celebrate it with joy and happiness.
Unfortunately not me. I didn’t feel like to since I felt my Ramadan this year was not a good one half month of Ramadan.
Actually, I went back for a week to see my family and prayed Tarawikh everyday. It was wonderful to spent time with my family, break fast and sahoor togother with them, help my mom out in the afternoon and then go to the mosque at night everyday. Mek was also around.
I didn’t mind talking to my mom and mek about looking for a life partner. They seem supportive and happy that I began to show interest. My brother and sis also were very kind and happy that I was around and they always bought something home to make me happy. I really appreciate all their affort despite I being away all the time.
After I got back to Japan, things start turning around. Project I was handling had won in bidding, and things started to get very busy. I didn’t manage to ask for holiday for Eid since I had to finish this project. Every night I went back feeling so tired that I only had strength and will to pray Isyak only.
Anyway, I’m glad I spent half of my Ramadan with my family. This I thank to Allah only.
